The weather in London is always changing. You wake up to cloudy skies and rain, then picnic in the park for lunch, all before a wind-swept and overcast night. As of late, my life seems to change and flux almost as often. A series of highs and lows, I'm constantly drifting one way or blowing another. Sometimes I can really shine, only to rain on everyone a minute later.
I'm sure what I'm saying will be lost on 90% of the people that read this, so I'll cut to the chase. There are a lot of unknowns in my life right now. As I pass the half-way point of my six-month stint in London, I have no idea what's next. I really shouldn't worry or plan that far ahead, but that's not my nature. For those of you wondering if I'm staying in London or coming back to Kansas City or moving elsewhere, I can honestly tell you I have no idea at this point. At times, it's really annoying and a source of anxiety but at others exciting because the moment of truth could come at any time. At this point, I'm just trying to feel out my options, weigh them accordingly, and make the decision I think I'll be happiest with. There are plenty of positives about any route I go, but a man can only walk one road at a time. That said, I'll keep you posted.
About Me
- A Jayhawk in London
- A mid-western kid moved from Kansas City to London in March 2007. All that remains is this blog...
2 comments:
You'll make the right decision, no matter what.
Vockrodt
hey bro,
i wouldnt stress too much about it. true, it was extremely disheartening coming back from London, especially for me since i dont have family and that many friends in kc. but like you said, youve gotta find what makes you happy and just go from there. who knows what opportunities lie ahead for you? when i did get back from london, i missed it, but felt it was played out too. on to better things.
-V Diddy
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