It's really weird the way things have changed. I'm not the same person I used to be, but don't feel I'm any different at my core. Moving apartments today (again) brings a lot of things into perspective. Where is home? What's my real plan in the long term? Where is it I want to go? At this point, who really knows. I've had that same conversation with about five people this week - not happy with the way things are going or what they're working towards or any number of things in their life. I guess the key is knowing when to be content. There are times I'm completely disgusted with the world I see, nothing but broken and contorted relationships. Then, there's the moment of bliss when it all fits together (hopefully because I had something to do with it).
So... where does that leave me now? Content or angry with the world? Either way, I'm working towards the best options I can think of. I don't know how the rest of the twenty-somethings feel about it, but rushing off to grad school isn't part of my plan right now. Then again, I see some major hurdles that grad school might help me with. So, we keep our eye on the window of opportunity, waiting for the perfect time to jump.
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Now here's the update of what I've been doing:
- Working A LOT, hopefully finalising some clinical documentation design for London hospitals
- Not running enough but still run 2-3 times a week for 4-8 miles
- Planning a trip back to the states in July
- Moving to Swiss Cottage today (close to Primrose Hill/Regent's Park)
- Meeting my parents in Istanbul, Turkey tomorrow
- Planning Engman's last weekend in Europe trip; thinking Scandinavia somewhere
- Heading to the Algarve (south coast of Portugal) the last weekend in August for Jaffe's last weekend in Europe
- Playing basketball about once a week with some Americans, Spaniards, and Frenchman
- Spending more time in London enjoying life
Saturday, 21 June 2008
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